welcome to the backstage

i am starting to archive 

the life of a socially inept

if not awkward

artist

yoko k.

and what she is really up to

while performing those tricks behind that laptop

for those who don't know

i create geeked out emotional music

on computer

and perform it 

rather awkwardly

i proudly serve my music

as a

producer

songwriter

arranger 

sound designer

programmer

mixing engineer

and

whispering singer

some are designed 

to resonate more with the other side of the moon

and 

by nature, a bit more of a hedonist

with or without their intent

growing up

i had no choice 

perceived or otherwise

but to let this beast 

eat me alive

and this kind of diversity is 

supposed to be

politically correct

in actuality

it is quite consuming

physically and otherwise

and so

i madly seek peace and tranquility in my daily lives

in a desperate effort to balance itself out and sustain

welcome to the backstage